You know that the work we are doing is for the unfoldment of strength.
In Hindi we call it shakti. …We begin with a human being. A human being
is all right, as other beings are, but other beings do not need any other
information. It is only a human being who is conscious and aware enough
that he knows that he is not perfect. This awareness is not found to be in
any
other sentient being. They have the sense that they exist and they have
a sense that they should eat and drink and be happy or satisfied, and they
are
also afraid of some things that they don’t like, especially of their death
or of being beaten. But a human being is par excellent. He has been given
a nervous system through which, by himself, he becomes aware that he has
to know so many things, so many forms, and so much. This means that he knows
that he is imperfect. For that human being the journey of his life is towards
making himself strong and perfect.
How can he be perfect when he is made imperfect? His body is imperfect. You
can watch the body of a child that falls down, stands up, falls down, stands
up, and in this way he becomes big. In the same way he listens to his mother
or people and does not grasp things—his body is bound, imperfect. He grasps
and he forgets—his body is bound with forgetfulness. A human being has been
given this power, that he can understand that he is imperfect. Now a human
being is born imperfect, so he comes to know at one stage that he needs to
know the beginning of the rules that will make him perfect, or the information
or education that will make him perfect. …I am building the point for which
you are ready to understand. You do not know what you want, and I am aware
of the fact of what you want, and then we’ll meditate.
[Various people arrive in satsang and Swamiji greets them.]
So you have to know where you are at. You are at a level where coming and
going is there and that belongs to the body. And after you are settled, coming
and going belongs to your mind. So the mind is chanchal [fidgety]—that
is mind—it goes here and there, that is the mind. The mind is chanchal and
the body is chanchal, therefore, a human being is the representative
of action—action belonging to the gross body and action belonging to the subtler
body that is the mind. I’ll not say chit, man, buddhi, ahankaar—they
are divisions, you know it—one thing is enough for you—mind. The mind is not
seen, as to when it gets up and what it does. The body is seen, the body’s
actions are seen and felt also, but the body is only a container. But then,
in the body, above your shoulders, there are the senses. And the senses work
for their function, which is their knowledge. You call it action, function,
but it is knowledge, because the senses are knowledgeable, gyan indriya.
Gyan indriya will be used or will use themselves for having the knowledge
or experience of things and forms, and the matter that belongs to each of
them. Therefore, action, watch—suppose you are sitting, action is still going
on. Your eyes are seeing me, and ears are hearing me, and mind is making your
neck shake! (Laughter) For no reason, watch, whether it is right or wrong,
but it is now a habit, many of you now do that. …So, the body remains sitting
and it can remain still, but the mind keeps moving. …Amrit’s mind reached
Chandigarh, because Diwali is coming and she is thinking of that. And
Joya’s mind reached Delhi, from where she is coming, and she must have met
so many people there. …
I’m leading the attention of the listeners towards the mind, how the mind
assumes itself to be the highest. …Now we begin—it is the mind, maansik
chaytana [mind consciousness] that is a human being. Each human being,
whether male or female, is man, mind, and I have described the functioning
of the mind, that it is chal or chanchal. As soon as it wakes
up, it starts its journey. And its assistants are the senses, indriya. It
gains everything, so far as knowledge is concerned, through the knowledge
of the senses. So if Joya has gained the knowledge of an MBA, then she teaches
that. But she is not satisfied with an MBA. She has learned literature also,
she has learned science also, learned horticulture also…she learned everything
and then thought, "This is not for me." And when she reached Swamiji
she said, "This is for me." So all that which she wanted to have,
she got; but now comes the question—why does one have to gain it again and
again, again and again? By describing Joya and welcoming Joya I have described
the mind of human being, which all of you have. And it cannot be given up,
because everybody says that the practical life is lived with the mind and
the help of the mind’s knowledge. No sleeping man can take up any task. All
the tasks and projects are to be taken up by a human body, but with the help
of the mind. The tasks and projects are known and turn out to be wonderful,
but the very mind that gives the knowledge is not known to a human being.
Therefore,
tasks and work are aadyaatmic. Aadyaatmic means not the science of
the body, which is the job of the scientist. That task which is the study
of aadyaatma, which means ego, intellect, mind, and senses—this field
is to be tacked by the one who is jigyaasu, who wants to know what
is that which is prior to consciousness. What is that which is prior to I,
what is that which is prior to senses, and what is that which is prior to
material objects, things and forms? That’s called jigyaasu, jigyaasa.
Now, jigyaasa will be only when a man knows the mind; that the mind
is there and it is sometimes this and sometimes that, it sometimes changes
like that and sometimes re-changes like that, it sometimes gets back to that
or starts this or that—everything is fitful with the mind. So, the jigyaasa is
the one who is aware that his mind should be established in peace, in shaanti, in shaman,
sham, [evenness] in that state where his ego, intellect, and mind
do not move to all sides. It should be the intellect or mind of a human being
that remains always in that dhi, in that buddhi, which is aatmabuddhi. Up
to this time, the intellect has been vastu buddhi, which means it has
been for forms, things, status—all kinds of things. Every human mind is vastu
buddhi, it goes to the forms and projects of the senses.
So, the jigyaasu is that one who seeks the information for settling
the human mind and putting it in the ocean of the Aatma, the Self. Aadyaatma is
higher than vaigyaanic science, or the physical science. This mind
is a human being, and among these human beings, the jigyaasu is the
one who is deserving to receive the information, if he seeks it, that I, as
mind, wants to be settled in the space where the mind should not move. It
should remain the way it is in the deep sleep state. But it should remain
awake. This is the desire, the ambition of a human being. What is that? It
is a desire for the knowledge of the Aatma. Knowledge of the Aatma is
called Realization of the Self, Aatmagyaan. Realization means gyaan,
Aatma is That. Now, even a man with senses does not know where the mind
is, let alone will he know the Aatma. Aatma is the deeper side, the
Self is the deeper side. It is underground, and underlying the underground.
So the underlying reality is—what? We know, as human beings that life could
be underlying. Because the life of a stone is life, the life of a tree is
life, the life of a chipmunk is life, the life of a monkey is life, and the
life of a human being is life. So if life alone is, he wants to know—where
is the life?
A human being cannot understand Aatma. He can easily understand life.
He will not understand what is earth and water and this and that…he wants
to understand the life…it is only a human being who has been given the brain-power
to understand. …it will be the special brain of a jigyaasu who will
recognize Guru. That’s the point. Guru has not to tell him. Guru may be in
front of the jigyaasu and that one will come to know that this is Guru.
So I can speak to thousands of people but one or two who are like you will
come to know and say, "He’s worthwhile." And what is worthwhile?
The strength that Guru is aware of, and is realized of the sense that underlies
all life—that is Aatma, Paramaatma, the Self, the Infinite Reality,
the Truth, the love, the joy, the nishkaam. It all underlies.
Now, all your senses and body represent kaam, karya, which means work,
action, dynamism. But what gives dynamism or the power to dynamism? That is Aatma. You
can never become dynamic if you are not tuned in to Aatma. All the
sportsman, all the intelligent persons are tuned in to Aatma. But they
do not know the nature of Aatma. That is Guru. Guru knows the nature
of Aatma. The nature of Aatma means, suppose I say, what is
the nature of sugar cane? DikPal?
DikPal: Sweetness.
Swamiji: But can you catch the sweetness?
DikPal: I can squeeze the sugar cane.
Swamiji: The question is "catch." Can you catch it? Can you handle
the sugar juice in your palm? You can say yes. Can you smell the sweetness
of the sugar cane? No. Can you hear the sweetness of the sugar cane? No. So,
how would you take out the sweetness from the juice of the sugar cane?
DikPal: I’d have to experience it.
Swamiji: Yes, so you are led now not to your hands and not to eyes, ears,
or nose; you are led to experience. So you know experience. But where is that
experience which will taste the sugar cane juice? Where is that experience?
DikPal: In me.
Swamiji: Does me mean in that chair? Where is that experience?
DikPal: In my Being.
Swamiji: Yes, in your Being. But in your Being; why is this [body] not your
Being?
DikPal: Because my Being is the Being that is speaking from inside this body.
Swamiji: Yes, from this body. So, you are body conscious. "My Being." He
said everything all right, that my experience is in my Being or in me. Up
to this time it was correct. But more than that it has not been expanded.
So he says that experience is in his head. Which means that his head and body
is his reality. You will never get Self Realization.
DikPal: I’d better change my idea.
Swamiji: Yes, that is what Guru does. He changes your unfit idea and makes
you fit and expanded, unfolded, to know that that madhurta [sweetness]
of the sugar cane juice is in the Self. The same madhurta, the sweetness,
is in a human being, in his life. So life is madhurta, life is dear.
Everybody likes to have it. And the life is equal to that Self whose nature
is Sat-Chit-Aanand, because the sugar cane juice may be dried, but
that Self, from where the sweetness is coming was never found to be in the
sugar cane before. There were only a few leaves at that time, on this side
and on that side. But it grew. And there was no seed—it grew out of a stick.
Who was that who gave the life to the sugar cane and produced the juice? Who
gave the life to DikPal and produced the sugar cane brain? Who is that who
has produced the life, as well as a sense of "I am this body?" That
is Aatma, that is Self. Now you have realized that, after hearing about
it. But you have not accepted it, that it should be your Self Realization,
the way you experience the sugar cane juice. So you’ll say, "Well, I
really don’t see the Self anywhere." Because for you, the body is separate
and the Self is separate. For you the body is separate and life is separate,
especially when the body dies. …
It is in the mind that the relations are there, parents are there, relative
things and forms are there and the relative God is there…then relative love
is there and relative knowledge is there. That which is not relative and not
related is One, without a second. And that is Self and that is what the jigyaasu wants.
…So this is a human being, and a human being has a mind. And his mind is imperfect.
Guru says that this imperfect mind can be made perfect. Why? Because it was
never there before, to be called imperfect. So I say, "You are That,
perfect you." And you say, "No, I am Abhaya." That has been
the maaya, which means mind, which means chit, which means buddhi,
which means ahaankaar, which means sense, which means vaasana. That
is where the human being is made. And it is the nature; you do not know what
is nature—only you say the mountains, rivers, clouds, stars are nature—everything
is nature. So much so that you are bound to include a human being as being
a product of the nature. And that is where the human being is. …So people
in the world say that you are only a body, because you have seen a child.
You are only a body and it may reach 100 years old, and after that you say
it will die…so how will that be possible for you to understand that which
is immortal?
You just know that you are that who is Pure, Free, Forever. Call it I, I
am Pure, Free, Forever. Call it ahankaar, it will be, I am Pure, Free,
Forever. Call it intellect, I am Pure, Free, Forever. Call it senses, senses
Pure, Free, Forever. Call it body, Pure, Free, Forever. Call it the world,
Pure, Free, Forever. Call that God, God Pure, Free, Forever. Gyan, Pure,
Free, Forever. Praym, Pure, Free, Forever. Prakaash [light],
Pure, Free, Forever. It never becomes anything else. That is You. And that
is Me, too. That is Oneness.
Today I have spoken this much. Tomorrow I’ll again say something. But to
sum up today’s talk…human mind is the product of nature. And when man is
made as such, he is a mental being. He has sankalp/vikalp [world and
imagination] and in his kalpana and imagination something has happened
that the Truth has been lost sight of…and the gross existence became his
reality. Therefore,
it is a big work to reduce it to that subtlety, and then it becomes only "ness." It
is Oneness. It is not only one or two, it is that Sat or Truth which
is ever the same. That is why it is avinashee—unborn and undying. Amaram
Hum Madhuram Hum.
October 23, 2004
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